"there's not a foot of ground we daily tread... but holds some fragment of the human dead."
- John Clare
8/1/06 it's rather amusing if you think about it, but i haven't been updating the updates page very much. will resume work on it with a new format that will make it much easier to specifically locate where new content was added and when. when more is complete. for now, poke around, i'm sure you'll find something.
7/8/06 please check 6/16/06 entry. changed entry pages. added two new entries to articles. finished (i think) changing gallery names. did more but don't feel like writing about it. will be adding much more soon now that i am caught up with changing old gallery names.
7/2/06 continued work on changing gallery names. added new thumbs to gallery page, which will be connected to previews soon. updated showings, updates, and purchase pages. tinkered at length with layout on others to no great effect. sank into deep despair over all the work left to be done. decided to have a cigarette and go to bed instead of adding more articles, which will be up tomorrow i imagine. if anyone reads them anyway.
6/16/06
a cry for help...
ok, i'm going to admit it, i'm really struggling with this site right now. finding the time to locate sites and work on permission is time consuming. photographing them is also, and the cleaning and editing of the photos, even more so. then there's the site construction, which still astounds me with just how long it can take, the researching of histories of the sites, and promoting the web site. i have a goal envisioned as to what this site is meant to represent, but that goal seems so far off. during the last month i have done a pretty phenomenal amount of photography and worked on gaining permission for multiple sites, and as a result, new content on this site (not to mention my social life) has dwindled. so, assuming you even read this far, what is it that i'm asking? mainly i'm looking for kind souls out there who believe in the cause and can offer some assistance. the following would be greatly appreciated:
- anyone with .html knowledge that can offer advice or even (god willing) assistance in site construction. i will happily settle for the former because i have a million questions and no one to ask.
- any history buffs who can help research the backgrounds of sites, the more in depth the better (although anything helps).
- anyone who has a familiarity with these sites and can offer firsthand info on their operation.
- anyone who knows about promoting websites and/or photography, who will share pointers on how to draw traffic.
- webmasters who will add a link to my page, people who will recommend it to friends, and anyone else who will help get the word out there.
- people who know of abandoned sites and/or can assist in gaining permission to them.
- patrons of my photography in general.
if any of these describe you, or if you have any other ideas how you might be of aid contact me please help, if you are able. doing this alone is a much huger task than i ever imagined and while i have no intention of quitting, i am struggling to keep afloat.
... and a new future ahead?
currently this site is undergoing a lot of revisions, many of which may be invisible to you, but are significant nonetheless. first and foremost, i am changing the name of nearly EVERY abandoned site listed here, so as to protect them (and in some cases, myself). you have no idea how much work this entails - essentially rewriting every part of every page in every gallery - and it may cause some technical problems in the site itself. please be patient as i work on it, and if you experience problems, let me know.
while in the midst of this process, it may take a while for new content to get added. i ask that you have faith that i will continue to work on this site, and that you will stop back in the future. the reading jail gallery is almost complete, and i still have well over 25 galleries i intend to add, as well as multiple articles i plan to write for the site, and also the site info pages that will give you an historical overview of their significance (which will be as accurate as possible but cannot contain any information that will identify the name or location of the site).
the main reason i am doing this is to protect the buildings. sadly, urban exploration's bastard cousin, graffiti and vandalism, take a tremendous toll on these buildings and i do not want anything to do with furthering the devastation the ignorant wreak on the places i photograph.
in late july i will have a photo essay published on the rise and fall of the state hospital system - this is the deadline i have set for myself to have a significant amount of new content added to the site by. i have also just purchased a better camera - so this will allow future prints to be offered at larger sizes. although i must admit, sales here have been rather slow. they have never been the main intent of the site. the reason i sell them is that (a) if you enjoy my work you can enjoy it as art in your home, and (b) it offsets the thousands of dollars i spend on doing what i do (and this isn't even factoring in the health care costs i will no doubt later incur due to my exposure to these places) and the hours and hours and hours and hours i work on this site.
the main intent of this website is to preserve these buildings and their histories, to give them a voice, and in doing so, perhaps to give voice to the many people who find they resonate somewhere deeply within them too. this site lies somewhere between an historical examination, a photographic essay, and a study of the depths of depression and redemption that these places embody. as always, i hope you enjoy it.